tag:fahimulislam.blog.co.uk,2009-11-11:/MokoFeed2009-11-11T07:11:06+01:00tag:fahimulislam.blog.co.uk,2007-12-01:/2007/12/01/x_file~3380901/Spellbinder2007-12-01T22:18:22+01:002007-12-01T22:18:22+01:00 <p>I have tried so hard <br>and got so far <br>'in the end <br>it doesn't even matter. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://fahimulislam.blog.co.uk/2007/12/01/x_file~3380901/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:fahimulislam.blog.co.uk,2007-07-17:/2007/07/17/who_am_i~2654656/Spellbinder2007-07-17T23:19:03+02:002007-07-17T23:19:03+02:00 <p> Its dark everywhere. Maybe even darker than usual lives. the green under my feet, i can feel the softness of the night. Because the darkness is on its pick and it has full meaning of its name. I come back from outside and sit in the balcony and suddenly i hear a car tearing apart the silence of the night. The Driver is quite drunk and he hardly has seen the speed breaker ahead. What can i say? I say nothing but see the car struggles to slow down before it. Where is the car actually heading? Nobody knows. Destination is a very confusing one in life. Sometimes its obvious. Just like the night reaches the dawn. </p> <p> Every night I pass thinking about myself. I reach the dawn but fail to find myself. I sleep in the morning and i miss all my classes. I sleep almost the whole day and rise in the noon. I am in a total social disorder. Sometimes I think I am a failure of modern society. Sometimes I think I have no achievement and i have no goals. I am a man living only in the present. I have got neither the past to perish nor the future to dream . I was toled that man is as big as his dream. I have got no dreams. So am I even a human? </p> <p> Anyways after all this time i have come to know that I have lost my identity. Everyday I try to find myself in lots of ids. And every night<br> I cry "WHO AM I" </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://fahimulislam.blog.co.uk/2007/07/17/who_am_i~2654656/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>