Its dark everywhere. Maybe even darker than usual lives. the green under my feet, i can feel the softness of the night. Because the darkness is on its pick and it has full meaning of its name. I come back from outside and sit in the balcony and suddenly i hear a car tearing apart the silence of the night. The Driver is quite drunk and he hardly has seen the speed breaker ahead. What can i say? I say nothing but see the car struggles to slow down before it. Where is the car actually heading? Nobody knows. Destination is a very confusing one in life. Sometimes its obvious. Just like the night reaches the dawn.
Every night I pass thinking about myself. I reach the dawn but fail to find myself. I sleep in the morning and i miss all my classes. I sleep almost the whole day and rise in the noon. I am in a total social disorder. Sometimes I think I am a failure of modern society. Sometimes I think I have no achievement and i have no goals. I am a man living only in the present. I have got neither the past to perish nor the future to dream . I was toled that man is as big as his dream. I have got no dreams. So am I even a human?
Anyways after all this time i have come to know that I have lost my identity. Everyday I try to find myself in lots of ids. And every night
I cry "WHO AM I"
JT1124

hey man... find a mirror...look at it...
the living creature in front of you... is what you are...
actually... we all know who we are (except extreme skepticism)...
but the thing is... do we love who we are...?!
maybe you do satisfy your living...
do push yourself to think the one you want to be...
sometime no need to have a "huge" goal of life...
"To keep alive" is a simple goal for every human~
Cheer up, pal~
life is something you never know...
and needa explore~